(Wish I Didn't Have to) Lie [feat. JORDY]

I don't hate you
 I just hate the way I miss you
 And I hate the way it hits me at night
 You ruined the J Train
 You ruined Fleetwood for me too
 I only think about the good days
 Know it's 'cause I'm scared to let go of you
 You fucked up New Jersey
 You fucked up the way I see myself
 I don't think of how you hurt me
 But it hurts like hell
 It means I'm still in denial
 It's a cycle
 Another year flies by
 It means that I'm still waiting for the day you show up at my door
 Oh I, I don't hate you
 I just hate the way I miss you
 And I hate the way it hits me at night
 I don't hate you
 I just hate the way I love you
 And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine
 You messed up late-night drives
 You messed up Target for me too
 I don't throw away our Polaroids
 And I know it's 'cause I'm scared to tell the truth
 It's always the littlest things
 Sweatshirts and video games
 And you probably don't feel the same
 I don't hate you
 I just hate the way I miss you
 And I hate the way it hits me at night
 I don't hate you
 I just hate the way I love you
 And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine
 I wish I didn't have to lie
 Hoo-oo, hoo-oo (hey, yeah, yeah, yeah)
 Hoo-oo, hoo-oo
 Wish I didn't have to lie
 Hoo-oo, hoo-oo (wish I didn't have to, wish I didn't have to, woah-oo-woah)
 I don't hate you
 I just hate the way I miss you
 And I hate the way it hits me at night
 I don't hate you
 I just hate the way I love you
 And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine
 I wish I didn't have to lie
 Wish I didn't have to lie