Never Wanted To Be That Girl

He helped me change a tire in the Citgo parkin' lot
 He said we both could use a beer and I said, "Hell, why not?"
 What started out as one night turned to six months just like that
 He never had a ring on so I never thought to ask
 But then last night I saw a message on his phone
 That said, "Hey, babe, what time you comin' home?"
 I never wanted to be that girl
 I never wanted to hate myself
 I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else
 Bein' the other one when there's another one
 God, this feels like hell
 Thought I knew who I was, but it's gettin' hard to tell
 I never wanted to be that girl
 I heard about those women who didn't have a clue
 The ones that made excuses like my mama used to do
 And he jumps in the shower just as soon as he gets home
 And I spend half an hour goin' through his phone
 I never wanted to be that girl
 I never wanted to hate myself
 I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else
 Bein' the other one when there's another one
 God, this feels like hell
 I thought I knew who I was, but it's gettin' hard to tell
 I never wanted to be that girl
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 Oh, and I feel stupid
 I feel cheap
 I feel used
 I feel weak
 I never wanted to be that girl
 I never wanted to hate myself
 I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else
 Bein' the other one when there's another one
 God, this feels like hell
 I thought I knew who I was, but it's gettin' hard to tell
 I never wanted to be that girl
 I never wanted to be that girl
 I never wanted to be that girl