foolish

When did it get so hard to say my name
 Did something change?
 Now you hesitate
 Was it his you were trying to say?
 I just wish you would walk away
 And tell me should
 And maybe we could figure out
 And solve all of our problems
 'Cause lately I've been filled with doubt
 And nothing's feeling honest
 Maybe I'm just foolish to keep holding on to pain
 I just feel so just stupid 'cause I make the same mistakes
 Nothing changes
 'Cause I thought that we had each other
 But it seems that you had another
 Maybe I'm just foolish 'cause I'm the one who chose to stay
 Why did it get so hard to start again?
 I am so tired of missing you
 And hating him
 Or is it me that I'm up against?
 Every night scrolling through old tapes
 Like you never left
 And maybe we can figure out
 And solve all of our problems
 'Cause lately I've been filled with doubt
 And nothing's feeling honest
 Maybe I'm just foolish to keep holding on to pain
 I just feel so just stupid 'cause I make the same mistakes
 Nothing changes
 'Cause I thought that we had each other
 But it seems that you had another
 Maybe I'm just foolish 'cause I'm the one who chose to stay
 And maybe we could figure out
 And solve all of our problems
 'Cause lately I've been filled with doubt
 And nothing's feeling honest
 Maybe I'm just foolish to keep holding on to pain
 I just feel so just stupid 'cause I make the same mistakes
 Nothing changes
 'Cause I thought that we had each other
 But it seems that you had another
 Maybe I'm just foolish 'cause I'm the one who chose to stay
 Maybe I'm just foolish 'cause I don't know how to change