Better Than That

I'm trying so hard not to love them too fast
 But I pull the horses, and race from the track
 Relapse of all reality, and never look back
 Want a real, hard love that's
 Better than that
 I'm trying so hard not to bury myself
 Beneath the jude and the flowers is somebody else
 Yeah beauty is blinding and darkness runs deep
 Wanna hold onto him and still hold on to me
 Okey, whiskey and rum
 They don't even compare to how love makes me hide
 So I won't push my luck
 I'll sober up
 I won't feed off virtually doubt
 Emm, emmm
 I'm trying so hard to stare at where I am
 I drop my mind in reverse to speed up ahead
 Breakdown on the road that just leaves me for dead
 Want the peace of the present to stirr me instead
 Okey, whiskey and rum
 They don't even compare to how love makes me hide
 So I won't push my luck
 I'll sober up
 I won't feed off a virtually doubt
 Yeah I've a history
 I know you do too
 But the hell would we be
 Without what we've been through
 And I don't give a damn about the mud on your boots
 I, just want you
 Okey, whiskey and rum
 They don't even compare to how love makes me hide
 So I won't push my luck
 I'll sober up
 I won't feed off a virtually doubt
 To the times
 Oh oh oh