I'm Not Who I Was

I wish you could see me now
 I wish I could show you how
 I'm not who I was
 I used to be mad at you
 A little on the hurt side too
 But I'm not who I was
 I found my way around
 To forgiving you some time ago
 But I never got to tell you so
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 I found us in a photograph
 I saw me and I had to laugh
 You know, I'm not who I was
 You were there, you were right above me
 And I wonder if you ever loved me
 Just for who I was
 When the pain came back again
 Like a bitter friend, it was all that I could do
 To keep myself from blaming you
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 I reckon it's a funny thing
 I figured out I can sing
 Now I'm not who I was
 I write about love and such
 Maybe 'cause I want it so much
 I'm not who I was
 I was thinking maybe I
 I should let you know that I am not the same
 But I never did forget your name, hello
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 Well, the thing I find most amazing
 In amazing grace is the chance to give it out
 Maybe that's what love is all about
 
 I wish you could see me now
 I wish I could show you how
 I'm not who I was