Overthinking

Stay up late and I can't sleep
 I lose time and I don't why
 Words circle in my head like
 Poison with a needle and a thread
 Sew me up
 Keep my head shut
 Panic and anger fill up my bedroom
 Thinking about the words that you were screaming as your makeup ran ever slowly down your face
 I think I went and said too much
 Shit...
 And maybe I've been overthinking
 Maybe I don't really need to know
 But so much time's been wasted
 And I'm just stuck thinking that it's all the same
 Who but I thinks about it everyday?
 What makes you fuck with my head when I say that I'm okay and there's no way I could let you take it?
 I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you
 Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through
 And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you
 You've got nothing to prove
 And I'm nothing like you
 And lately I'm feeling displaced
 In every single space
 That I spend time in and I can't relate
 'Cause all of the words that I wrote were mistakes
 And I just see hate when I look in your face
 And all my hallways
 They echo endless and always
 My voice remained just incoherent
 All I wanted was just to talk to you
 And every single night I'm awake
 I feel my armor slip away
 As you dig the knife inside of me
 I felt my walls collide with you
 I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you
 Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through
 And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you
 You've got nothing to prove
 And I'm nothing like you
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 When's it enough?
 This is has gone way past love
 It just feels personal
 It keeps me up
 And I'm so paranoid
 I keep distance just to hold my head above the water
 You'd have me sink right through with you
 I felt my walls collide with you
 I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you
 Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through
 And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you
 You've got nothing to prove
 And I'm nothing like you