Ruins

I
 I am
 In Ruins
 Drifting
 In Darkness
 Like candles in the distance
 Gone
 Forever
 Floating on the black
 Expanse
 Universe is fragments
 Pulled apart forever
 Lost to
 The cosmic
 abyss
 Lift up
 the sky
 Fall to earth
 Have to close my eyes
 To expel the hurt
 Awake I suffer
 Asleep I'm dead
 Nothing left to live for
 Wish I was gone
 I'm where I don't belong
 This body
 I'm where I don't belong
 This mind
 Devoid of my being
 I'm where I don't belong
 This earth
 Born
 Abandoned
 Rot
 Consumed
 Gone
 Forged
 Poisoned
 Lost
 Empty eyes
 Gone
 Devastation
 Wash it away
 The trauma of birth
 Desolation
 Internalize the
 Promise of death
 Can't keep
 Going
 No more
 Can't go
 Keep
 Holding on
 There is
 Nothing for
 Me
 Can't keep
 Going
 No more
 There is
 Nothing for
 Me
 There is
 Nothing
 left of me
 except for ruins
 Buried beneath all the lies
 Is a spark of truth and a glimpse of the sky
 All your worth
 Is based on lies
 I'm buried beneath it
 Can't find truth, so I drown myself inside