Could've Been With You

Call me crazy, call me a fool
 But I believe dreams that come true
 'cause I found myself kissing you that night
 While I gazed at you asleep
 Dressed up in my ripped up jeans
 I relived that memory tonight
 That was the past, we didn't last
 And somehow I know it was my fault
 I lost my chance for your hand
 Now I could just kick myself
 Look at all the mess I've made
 Look at all the games I've played
 I think of all the time I've wasted
 I could've been with you
 Now all I do is just blame myself
 Trash another nice hotel
 Some nights it hurts like hell to know
 That I could've been with you (something about you)
 I could've been with you (can't live without you)
 All my thoughts are filled with you
 Thinking bout the chance I blew
 Knowing what I wish I knew back then
 I was stupid didn't wait
 Now my mind is in a state
 Of wondering what could've been
 Now it's much too late
 I should've called
 I should've crawled
 I should've done everything I could
 This is pathetic I shouldn't have let it in
 Now I could just kick myself
 Look at all the tears I've shared
 Look at all the years I spent
 Lying in this lonely bed when
 I could've been with you
 Losing you was a big mistake
 The pain is more than I can take
 All the smiles I try to fake
 But I could've been with you
 'cause I remember everything you said
 All went to my head
 Now I'm missing you (missing you)
 Wish I was kissing you (again)
 I let you slip right through my hands
 Like a thousand grains of sand
 Now I can't stand where I stand with you now
 All my wishes lie in vain
 So I'm left here to take the pain
 Of knowing that you can live without me
 Now my heart is the one that's breaking
 Chances I should've never taken
 I should've known there was more at stake when
 I could've been with you
 Now look at the one who's crying
 And part of me is always dying
 Knowing I should've kept on trying
 And I could've been with you (something about you)
 I could've been with you (can't live without you)
 Could've been with you (something about you)
 Could've been with you (can't live without you)