The Lashing (Ghost)

Therein lies the question
 What now is to be done?
 Keep hiding in the shadows
 Or go and face the burning son?
 Lay bare for the lashing
 Tie yourself up to the post
 Or fade away in shame
 And in time become a ghost?
 I've something to admit
 It's right behind my lips
 And I just can't hold it in
 Say it already, already, already now
 Everytime she comes around
 I feel it in my chest
 Like a swarm of bees buzzing
 With things I've left unsaid
 And I know she might go running
 If I open up my mouth
 But I'm afraid that it might kill me
 If I can't let it out
 I've something to admit
 It's right behind my lips
 And I just can't hold it in
 Say it already already already now
 I've something to admit
 It's right behind my lips
 And I just can't hold it in
 Say it already already already now