Dinner with the Devil

Let me make me a drink
 Mix a little spite
 With a bit of self loathing
 Tell myself I'm single
 Because maybe I'm broken
 Wait somebody's giving me attention
 Maybe I'll let him
 Telling me I'm sweet
 But a little controlling
 Maybe I'd be hotter
 If I wore that guy's clothing
 Damn it's like I'm talking to the devil
 Fucking judgmental
 But oh my god
 He seems so charming
 I say what could be the harm in this?
 So take me home, take me home
 Take me
 I ditched all my plans
 My family and friends
 Oh yeah
 To have dinner with the devil
 Let him drag me down to his level
 Cruel, cruel words were said
 All the voices in my head
 Tell me
 You're on a whole other level
 Boy, don't you know you're the devil?
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 It's true
 I've been to hell
 Shit I go every weekend
 People looking in might see
 The garden of Eden
 Damn if only they knew
 The things I put me through
 Ditching all my friends
 Sitting alone in silence
 Waiting for the devil
 And his self aware violence
 Therapy will tell you it's a cycle
 Villain archetypal
 But isn't it just so romantic
 To be such a gorgeous train wreck
 Damn
 Just take me home, take me home
 Take me
 I ditched all my plans
 My family and friends
 Oh yeah
 To have dinner with the devil
 Let him drag me down to his level
 Cruel, cruel words were said
 All the voices in my head
 Tell me
 You're on a whole other level
 Boy, don't you know you're the devil?
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 Some days I think
 Shit I got that special sauce
 Other days I'm like damn
 I'm not as special as I thought
 What a pain it is to be so selfish
 With the negative
 And what a shame it is to be so reckless
 With the love I give
 Welcome to my mind palace
 Divine madness
 The devil lives here
 I guess God does too
 I can eat pray love myself burning red
 But I can also paint the world blue
 Last night I held on tight
 To my own hand
 Danced with the devil
 Oh what a man
 You know he acts like
 Sounds like talks like me
 He acts like sounds like talks like
 I ditched all my plans
 My family and friends
 Oh yeah
 To have dinner with the devil
 Let him drag me down
 Cruel, cruel words were said
 All the voices in my head
 Tell me
 You're on a whole other level
 Boy, don't you know you're the devil?