Evaporated - Demo - 1992

What I've kept with me
 and what I've thrown away
 don't know where the hell I've ended up
 on this glary, random day
 Were the things I really cared about
 just left along the way
 for being to pent up and proud
 woke up way too late
 feeling hung over and old
 and the sun was shining bright
 and I walked barefoot
 down the road
 started thinking about
 my old man
 it seems that all men
 wanna get into a car and go
 anywhere
 CHORUS
 here I stand - sad and free
 I can't cry and I can't see
 what I've done
 God. . .what have I done
 don't you know I'm numb, man
 no I can't feel a thing at all
 'cause it's all smiles and business
 these days
 and I'm indifferent to the loss
 I've faith that there's a soul somewhere
 who's leading me around
 I wonder if she knows
 which way is down. . . [on demo: which way is up and which is down. . .]
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 I poured my heart out
 I poured my heart out
 it evaporated. . .see?
 Blind man on a canyon's edge
 of a panoramic scene
 or maybe I'm a kite
 that's flying high and random
 dangling a string
 Or slumped over in a vacant room
 head on a stranger's knee
 I'm sure back home
 they think I've lost my mind.
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