Sick and Disgusting

Remember the time you said, "Son, it'll be alright"?
 Remember the time you said, "Son, it'll be just fine"?
 Well, I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough
 And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved
 I just wanna feel loved
 I just wanna feel loved
 Remember the time I said, "God, I'm ready to die"?
 Remember the time I said, "God, just take my life"?
 Remember the time that I cried every single night?
 And every thought about myself was out of spite
 Sick joke, sick joke
 That's all I'll ever be to anyone
 Sick joke, sick joke
 That's all you'll ever be to anyone
 I'm nothing but sick and disgusting
 I'm nothing but sick and disgusting
 God, I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die
 God, I'm too much of a coward to give you my life
 And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night
 But if you want me, I'm gonna stay here and fight 'til you say
 "Son, your heart is mine"
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 Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
 Daddy, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
 Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
 Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting