Afterall - The Blackbird Session

I must be doing this all wrong
 Should be happy but I'm searching for the voice I lost
 Guess I'm just human after all, all
 I woke up with the same dark feeling
 Head on the ground and my thoughts on the ceiling
 Another dream where the light is burning out
 I don't know what to chase, my hope is erased
 I look at myself and I don't know my own face
 Just got fixed and I'm already breaking down
 How do I feel when my wounds aren't healing?
 Why do I stop when I start believing?
 I must be doing this all wrong
 Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why
 Puts my head in overdrive
 I thought I had this figured out
 I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost
 Guess I'm just human after all, all
 You're no good, suck it up and change it
 The way you feel is a little outdated
 You'll never change and we'd rather hear the lie
 I don't know what to say, I'm never okay
 I try to dig deep and there's nothing but pain
 I'm singing my songs but the words just don't relate
 It's hard to live when my wounds aren't healing
 Why do I stop when I start believing?
 I must be doing this all wrong
 Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why
 Puts my head in overdrive
 I thought I had this figured out
 I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost
 Guess I'm just human after all, all
 
 There's not an ounce of hope inside of me
 I wanna die before I fade away
 I must be doing this all wrong
 Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why
 Puts my head in overdrive
 I thought I had this figured out
 I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost
 Guess I'm just human after all, all
 Guess I'm just human after all