Escape

Finally getting what I wanted but I'm feeling off
 Numbers going up but I feel like I'm falling off
 All the love that's coming turning into pressure
 Everybody watching me, hope they really think I'm good enough
 Think I bit a little more than I can chew
 All the good coming with bad wish that I could pick and choose
 I've been running from myself, know I got a lot to lose
 Ever looked into the mirror and you see a different you? Damn
 I can't really put a finger on the problem though
 Feel like everything is adding up I gotta let it go
 All the weight up on my shoulders but it's getting heavy though
 I know I said I'm ready but lately I just don't really know
 I been doing everything that I would dream about
 So how can I complain when everything is working out
 I can't explain but I've been going down the wrong path
 Know that times are hard but I'm hoping that it don't last
 Falling away
 I'm feeling my pain
 Tryna let go
 But I can't escape
 Falling away
 I'm feelin' my pain
 Tryna let go
 But I can't escape
 Got a voice inside my head and it's controlling me
 And lately I been doubting everything that I believe
 Am I gon' make it or am I just gonna get a peak
 I think I'm slowly turning into my own enemy
 I'm hiding from my problems I just got a poker face
 I'm always thinking 'bout the shit that I just can't erase
 I always want the things that I can never have
 Why does everything that's good get disguised by all the bad
 I been filling up with pain
 I been caught up doing wrong
 And I know it's all a shame
 But I need to let it off
 I feel happy in a crowd
 But I'm sad when I'm alone
 I keep money in my house
 So I'm never on my own, yeah
 It's kinda hard letting people hear about it
 But I know somebody going through it and I know they counting on me
 Let 'em know, that they not the only one
 Everybody got their problems but we gotta overcome yeah
 Falling away
 I'm feeling my pain
 Tryna let go
 But I can't escape
 Falling away
 I'm feelin' my pain
 Tryna let go
 But I can't escape