Down

Every time I wake up I be feeling down
 Waiting for a better day to come around, yeah
 Lately I been losing my patience
 Thought I knew myself but I'm changing, yeah
 I been holding it down
 I gotta let it come out
 'Cause I don't wanna go drown in it, nah
 Now I'm working it out
 And I be talking about
 The life I gotta be down to live, yeah
 Anxiety been dancing on my brain
 If I keep thinking 'bout it I might really go insane
 You finally making money now so how can you complain
 It's deeper than the money man this life is all a game
 I been playing with my thoughts
 I been tryna work it out
 But it keeps on adding up
 While I'm slowly breaking down
 Always thinking bout the future, I can't even see the present
 My grandma lost her life
 Know she watching me from heaven
 And I'ma make you proud
 Sometimes I see you in the clouds
 I promise I'ma make it, you ain't gotta worry now
 My family going through some shit that I can't speak about
 Feel like I'm the only one who can really help 'em out, damn
 Every time I wake up I be feeling down
 Waiting for a better day to come around, yeah
 Lately I been losing my patience
 Thought I knew myself but I'm changing, yeah
 I been holding it down
 I gotta let it come out
 'Cause I don't wanna go drown in it, nah
 Now I'm working it out
 And I be talking about
 The life I gotta be down to live, yeah
 They wonder how I put in so much work
 It's better staying busy when you always feeling hurt
 I gotta get my family everything that they deserve
 And you only get one shot 'cause tomorrow ain't for sure
 I been meditating
 I don't need medication
 And when I'm falling down I'll always be staying patient
 I been locked up in the studio, I'm separated
 From all the negativity that people spreading daily
 This life is temporary
 I know it's kinda scary
 But either you gon' face it or you gonna end up buried
 The truth ain't always nice but you gotta get it while you can
 And I hate to break it to ya I just hope you understand, yeah
 Every time I wake up I be feeling down
 Waiting for a better day to come around, yeah
 Lately I been losing my patience
 Thought I knew myself but I'm changing, yeah
 I been holding it down
 I gotta let it come out
 'Cause I don't wanna go drown in it, nah
 Now I'm working it out
 And I be talking about
 The life I gotta be down to live, yeah