Take Me First

It's too late to turn back now
 Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how
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 I wanna be someone you used to hate
 Without the memory of the pain
 I went too far, now we can't restart
 It's like we cut 'em brakes, tore 'em off the car
 90 miles inside the dark
 Familiar scars and electric hearts
 I know I'm gonna die in this bed I made
 And I'm drowning in a dream that I can't escape
 If I could wake up, I'd hesitate
 But it's too late to turn back now
 Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how
 If I could escape it, I'd trade in
 The blame, you can take it
 If it doesn't take me first
 If it doesn't take me first
 I lie to myself like it's not too late
 Convinced the past can still be changed
 We know it's gone, but I can't move on
 I wanna rewind, but it just replays
 Jumping on a hand grenade
 But it won't go off
 No, it won't go off
 But it's too late to turn back now
 Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how
 If I could escape it, I'd trade in
 The blame, you can take it
 If it doesn't take me first
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 I know I'm gonna die in this bed I made
 And I'm drowning in a dream that I can't escape
 If I could wake up, I'd-
 But it's too late to turn back now
 Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how
 If I could escape it, I'd trade in
 The blame, you can take it
 If it doesn't take me first
 If it doesn't take me first