Commiseration in Mourning

My forbidden desire
 Shone deeply within mine eyes
 Archaic visions awakened
 Hidden beneath forgotten memories
 Seemingly endless phantoms
 Parading
 Devilish apparitions
 Dance amidst the folly
 Of my sleeping drama
 I hear their cries
 Bathing in moonlight
 This lascivious breed I scorn
 My raven skies embellished
 With traces of bloodless depravity
 I speak of celestial adoration
 Divine lamentation
 And tears of infinite mourning...
 My utopia do I cover
 And hate being my truest form of love
 My nemesis unmasked
 My own face do I see
 Torn in silence
 I hath seen the majestic beauty
 Of darkened landscapes and ivory gates
 O what fools can they not see I am lost
 Endless battles they fight for my soul
 No pity, no comfort do I now ask
 Let me suffer alone in my own misery
 My children shall never abandon me
 Poor souls can they not see they are mine
 A dying rose do I now give to each of them
 An eternity of my love and death
 Ornamental disgrace as they envision
 Their dying savior before me
 As his children to forever become mine
 Ashen mortality
 A faceless entity within them
 How is it that I feel
 Their saddened wishes?
 Time passes... dreams die...
 And I silently kiss away their lives