Beyond Hope

Unconscious in time
 When it broke and I felt it
 No reason or rhyme
 It's as if I just felt it
 Time to go
 Do you wanna go?
 Borrowed time
 What I said when I meant it
 You're too hard to define
 So stop trying to get it
 The safer you are, the less you know
 It's your chance to let go
 Separate your ego
 Your expectations shape me
 Therein, lies the problem
 If I could simply just me
 The world wouldn't feel like a prison
 But every day, they take from me
 The freedoms we worked so hard to keep
 But then they might mistake me
 For a heart that doesn't have a key
 So, why am I here at all?
 It's my will if I should choose to fall
 And I hated to say, you're right
 But you're right
 I might be
 Beyond hope
 Nothing I can do to stop the pain, the world keeps turning
 Sacrificed and tried to quell
 The voices that keep burning
 Your expectation shapes me
 Therein, lies the problem
 If I could simply just me
 It would not feel so hard to breathe
 But every day, they take from me
 The freedoms we worked so hard to keep
 But now they might mistake me
 For lonely notes without symphony
 Ah... why am I here?
 It's my will if I should choose to fall
 And if I could just write off every day
 I'd live inside myself, this world I've created
 There's no hardship
 I'm a slave to the figment that may never be real
 Your expectations shape me
 Therein, lies the problem
 If I could simply just me
 The world wouldn't feel like a prison
 But every day, they take from me
 The freedoms we worked so hard to keep
 But now they might mistake me
 For a heart that doesn't have a key
 I am beyond all hope, she said now