Graffiti

I wrote this one when I was still alive
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 Hey you, yeah you, listen
 And if I had a horse
 To climb up and ride off into the warmth
 I'd never turn around
 I'd just kick up this dust 'til I find where I'm found
 And If I qualified as a genius
 Maybe I'd live out my dreams and die dreamless
 These voices in my life are all make-believe
 Trying to find a way to exploit my choice of pain relief
 It doesn't really go very high if it was born to fly
 And when it come to divide, we've gotta multiply
 You make me wanna understand your graffiti
 You're tryna make me feel like somebody needs me
 I'm examining the clouds like I'm looking for a sign
 I hope you're having a good time
 If you wasn't afraid, would you lie so much?
 You got your tail between your legs chasing fire trucks
 You can tell I'm not the best at expressing how I felt
 That's why I hide it inside the words I spell
 I mix the medication, it fixes whatever ails them
 And now she treats me like a snake oil salesman, huh
 Well, thank you for your vote of confidence
 I don't give a shit about how it figures into all your politics
 Still believe you gotta make your art, play your part
 The world waits for you to break my patient heart
 Now let me find a road by the airport
 To park and watch the planes arrive and think of what I'm here for
 And I ain't tryna kill the vibe, but I'm grateful that you're still alive
 Now gimme a high five
 It doesn't really go very high if it was born to fly
 And when it come to divide, we've gotta multiply
 You make me wanna understand your graffiti
 You're tryna make me feel like somebody needs me
 And that's what we s'posed to do I guess
 Spread love 'til you've used your last breath
 No matter what the challenges hold
 I was bold because I knew that we could handle the cold
 And just in case I don't say this enough
 Thanks for the love, I love the way that you love
 And I ain't making this up, you put some change in my cup
 And then you gave me a hug, it's like you came from above
 It doesn't really go very high if it was born to fly
 And when it come to divide, we've gotta multiply
 You make me wanna understand your graffiti
 You're tryna make me feel like somebody needs me