A Girl Named Hope

She abandoned me left out in the cold
 no suprises i guess that's how it goes
 sits across from me in a booth in this dive
 i contemplate how much more i can survive
 but-how i'm alive so i should be content
 then tell why the hell my whole world is bent
 i was sento make and frustrate the population
 inbetween the alcohol and the copulation
 what you callin' it
 if you build it i will break it
 what's wrong, how you doin'
 naa, save it
 gave a fraction of all i had to give
 i guess i hold a grudge becuase you still got my rib with cha
 beautiful eyes, and scrupulous lies
 now watch this circus clown run around in circles and try
 seems like all i get to eat is Hope
 girl if we got along better we'd be dope
 oh walls, they surround me
 lonliness has found me
 and for as much as i complain
 i'm lovin' it
 and i only mention it so that i can rub it in
 wake up to the sunlike shake off last night
 check what's left and try to get the rest right
 decision spklitting headache lifting
 symptoms matching
 mamma was afraid of it
 knowledge of self ain't as evil as they made it
 call it what you want
 if you build it they will break it
 the plain truth, there's no substitute
 but sometimes she wears a disguise-yes you do
 a story teller deals with life not Hope
 girl if we got along better we'd be dope
 And that's the sound that a dog will make
 when he's just been hit with a car
 that's the tone that hits close to home
 when the cocaine outlives the star
 that the noise that disrupts the boys
 when the q-ball packs the bowl
 and these are the words that disturb the earth
 when i walk away with your Hope