Lorazepam

I'm not an addict
 I just sometimes fucking hate myself
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
 I'm not a victim
 I'm not lonely, and I'm doing well for myself
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
 I drive a sports car, got a couple houses, fly first class
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
 So, why when I wake up and see my reflection
 Does it make me sick?
 One, two, three, four
 I don't care anymore
 I've got a sickness in my soul
 I'm on my shit again
 I find it kinda funny being out of control
 Feed me Lorazepam
 My wife, she loves me
 I've got friends who'd jump in front of a train
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
 But every waking minute
 I'm tormented by my fucked up brain
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
 Folks pay to meet me, take a photo
 Tell me I should smile
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
 But all I wanna do is take a match
 And set this whole place on fire
 I don't care anymore
 I've got a sickness in my soul
 I'm on my shit again
 I find it kinda funny being out of control
 Feed me Lorazepam
 My parents sometimes try to reach me
 But I'll never respond
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
 Not really sure why I'm still pissed off
 But it's part of my brand now
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
 I've got no reason to
 So tell me why I feel like shit
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah
 I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
 Lucky for me
 I'm pretty good at acting like I've got a hold on this
 One, two, three, four
 I don't care anymore
 I've got a sickness in my soul
 I'm on my shit again
 I find it kinda funny being out of control
 Feed me Lorazepam
 I'm not an addict
 I just sometimes fucking hate myself
 Every waking minute
 I'm tormented by my fucked up brain
 I've got no reason to
 So tell me why I feel like shit
 All due offense
 I don't feel bad if I push you away