Alone In A Room

I've been away a little while, sometimes I just can't help myself
 When my mind's runnin' wild, I seem to lose grip on reality
 And I try to disregard the crazy things the voices tell me to do
 But it's no use
 I tried to own it, write songs about it
 Believe me, I've tried, in the end, I needed to breathe
 Find inspiration, some kind of purpose
 To take a second to face the shit that makes me me
 All I needed was the last thing I wanted
 To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
 Every moment, every second, every trespass
 Every awful thing, every broken dream
 A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
 Banging my head 'gainst the wall, tryna put words on a page
 All I needed was the last thing I wanted
 To be alone in a room, alone in a room
 I saw the world a couple of times, tried to cure the ache with absence
 But that hole was still a hole and my mind kept playin' tricks on me
 Feelin' older every day, took everything I had to not crash and burn
 But I'm starting to learn
 Sometimes I'll fall down, sometimes I'll lose hope
 But those days will be few if I keep my feet on the ground
 I might be lonely, but I ain't alone here
 So I keep pushin' the limits of what makes me me
 All I needed was the last thing I wanted
 To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
 Every moment, every second, every trespass
 Every awful thing, every broken dream
 A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
 Banging my head 'gainst the wall, tryna put words on a page
 All I needed was the last thing I wanted
 To be alone in a room, alone in a room
 (Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely)
 (Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely)
 (Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely)
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 I can be better than I was
 I can be better than I am
 All I needed was the last thing I wanted
 To sit alone in a room
 All I needed was the last thing I wanted
 To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
 Every moment, every second, every trespass
 Every awful thing, every broken dream
 A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
 Banging my head 'gainst the wall, tryna put words on a page
 All I needed was the last thing I wanted
 To be alone in a room, alone in a room