In My Blood

I felt like a monster in a church
 Tryna hide from the pain I bring
 My visceral urges, getting worse
 Looking for a sign somewhere I missed
 Because the hole deep within me kept growing and poisoning my blood
 Then in that moment alone in the dirt, I understood
 That every time I close my eyes, I'm overwhelmed by
 Visions of something that's bigger than
 Moving mountains, parting oceans
 And I've got the whole world in front of me
 I'll be a giant, I am defiant
 It's in my blood
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 I wasn't a monster, this ain't a church
 You can't trust the blind to keep you clean
 I saw my future from a hearse
 That wasn't the life meant for me
 Because the hole deep within me kept growing and poisoning my blood
 Then in that moment alone in the dirt, I understood
 That every time I close my eyes, I'm overwhelmed by
 Visions of something that's bigger than
 Moving mountains, parting oceans
 And I've got the whole world in front of me
 I'll be a giant, I am defiant
 It's in my blood
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 I'm not stuck inside this place
 The only thing that's keeping me here are the walls that I built myself
 I've got a dream to chase
 So I'm not wasting a moment, tryna hold on to nothing
 'Cause every time I close my eyes, I'm overwhelmed by
 Visions of something much bigger than
 Moving mountains, parting oceans
 And I've got the whole world in front of me
 I'll be a giant, I am defiant
 It's in my blood