Second Guessing

Eating Parma Violets
 On the way back from therapy
 Bleeding out on a velvet couch
 They're kinda worried about me
 Do you remember
 When you broke your arm
 Tryna climb your way to paradise?
 Tryna keep it in pretend
 We got it all figured out
 I've been cutting magazines
 I think I'm burning
 'Cause we're second guessing
 We shout in the gallery
 Trying not to disappoint my family
 'Cause we're second guessing
 We're second guessing
 Yeah, in my stupid way I wish I was five
 Without the cigarettes and quiet goodbyes
 I always bite my lower lip when I cry
 I know you hate it when I say "I wanna die"
 But I'll tell you something
 I'm trying hard
 To be the girl you kinda liked back in March
 Do you remember
 When you broke your arm
 Tryna climb your way to paradise?
 Tryna keep it in pretend
 We got it all figured out
 I've been cutting magazines
 I think I'm burning
 'Cause we're second guessing
 We shout in the gallery
 Trying not to disappoint my family
 'Cause we're second guessing
 We shout in the gallery
 Trying not to disappoint my family
 'Cause we're second guessing
 Second guessing
 'Cause we're second guessing
 Second guessing
 'Cause we're second guessing
 We're second guessing