Sedate Myself

The easy solution to derail my mind
 To escape from reality
 The easy solution to leave behind
 A mind entwined in agony
 I know it's not the way, I know it's not alright,
 I can't help myself, I know it's not alright
 I know there's help out there, I know there's people who care
 But I can't reach them
 I can't feel my fucking face, everything becomes so numb this way
 Sedate myself
 Escaping from reality
 Sedate myself
 To feel free, oh to feel free
 I dug myself a hole to deep
 To numb my pain, to fall asleep
 Sedate myself
 To feel free, oh to feel free
 I am looking straight in the carnival mirror
 Watch my demons come clearer
 All is centered around one thing
 It's drawing me nearer every day
 I know it's not the way, I know it's not alright
 This is who I am, I know it's not alright
 At least that's what I tell myself every day
 To make the thoughts go away
 I can't feel my fucking face, everything becomes so numb this way
 Sedate myself
 Escaping from reality
 Sedate myself
 To feel free, oh to feel free
 I dug myself a hole to deep
 To numb my pain, to fall asleep
 Sedate myself
 To feel free, oh to feel free
 The days are blurring out, but it's better this way
 Just one more moment of precious silence
 To keep from hurting, to keep my thoughts at bay
 I sedate myself every single fucking day
 At some point this poison will sting
 At some point this poison will sting
 Sedate myself
 Escaping from reality
 Sedate myself
 To feel free, oh to feel free
 I dug myself a hole to deep
 To numb my pain, to fall asleep
 Sedate myself
 To feel free, oh to feel free
 To feel free, oh to feel free
 I dug myself a hole to deep
 To numb my pain, to fall asleep
 Sedate myself
 To feel free, oh to feel free