Happily Apathetic

A tear sees its chance
 In a moment's imbalance
 My thoughts has bound my words
 I've looked beyond horizons
 For happiness, my call
 Who will catch me when I fall?
 I want to be indifferent
 Feel nothing at all
 'Cause I got no hope, hearts not listening
 All my dreams are gone, 'cause I got no faith
 Can't do this anymore, I know it's my own fault
 Got no faith no hope in this broken home
 I just wanna feel so happily apathetic
 I've spend my whole life
 Living up to expectations
 Of this wrecked world
 I've looked beyond horizons
 For happiness, my call
 Who will catch me when I fall?
 I want to be indifferent
 Feel nothing at all
 'Cause I got no hope, hearts not listening
 All my dreams are gone, 'cause I got no faith
 Can't do this anymore, I know it's my own fault
 Got no faith no hope in this broken home
 I just wanna feel so happily apathetic
 Is there any truth in my dreams?
 Is there any weight in my words?
 Is there any light in my eyes?
 Or am I spinning lies?
 I want to be indifferent
 Feel nothing at all
 'Cause I got no hope, hearts not listening
 All my dreams are gone, 'cause I got no faith
 Can't do this anymore, I know it's my own fault
 Got no faith no hope in this broken home
 I just wanna feel so happily apathetic