A Gap of Sky

I haven't slept for three days
 When I close my eyes, nightmares come alive
 Instead I try to stay awake
 See if I can make it through another day
 I keep pushing the thoughts away
 I'm gonna take one day at a time
 But my thoughts keep going astray
 To a place that I cannot hide away
 I keep looking for a gap of sky
 I keep looking for reasons to stay alive
 I wanna live, not hardly survive
 I keep looking for a gap of sky
 Sometimes I pinch myself
 To see if I recall, still feel at all
 Physical pain, cruel disharmony
 Trying to make it through another day
 I keep looking for a gap of sky
 I keep looking for reasons to stay alive
 I wanna live, not hardly survive
 I keep looking for a gap of sky
 If I could try again
 Take a different path
 Stay in the slow lane
 Maybe I would find a way
 I keep looking for a gap of sky
 I keep looking for reasons to stay alive
 I wanna live, not hardly survive
 I keep looking for a gap of sky