Trying My Best

I know you think I got it all figured out
 'Cause I walk around like my head's in the clouds
 But I'm just a boy with his heart pourin' out of his head
 I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen
 All of the times I spent being not me
 I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head
 'Cause I don't know
 The perfect road to go down
 But I know
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 Trying my best
 Trying my best to be okay
 Trying my best but every day, it's so hard
 Holding my breath
 Holding my breath 'til I can say
 All of the words I want to say from my heart
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 If you really wanted, I could let you inside
 It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
 Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws
 Now it's time to let the curtains unfold
 And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
 I let it out so I unburden my soul, I won't stop
 'Cause I don't know
 The perfect road to go down
 But I know
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 Trying my best
 Trying my best to be okay
 Trying my best but every day, it's so hard
 Holding my breath
 Holding my breath 'til I can say
 All of the words I want to say from my heart
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 Trying my best
 Trying my best to be okay
 Trying my best but every day, it's so hard
 Holding my breath
 Holding my breath 'til I can say
 All of the words I want to say from my heart