I Can't Carry This Anymore

Feel it heavy in my bones now
 Feel like everybody goes out
 And smiles for the 'gram yeah
 Tried but I can't
 Prayer in the shape of Prozac
 
 Try to medicate the lows that
 Come and meet me in the night time
 I'm losing track of my time
 Mama said gonna be all right
 But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
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 Mama said that the sun gonna shine
 But mama don't know what it's like to want to die
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 I can't carry this anymore
 Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
 I can't carry this anymore
 Wonder what it's like to be okay
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 Would you like me if I drank that
 If you wanted I could take that
 I'll do anything for love
 I don't feel like I'm enough
 You can probably see right through me
 'Cause I can promise if you knew me
 You would probably walk away
 No you wouldn't want to stay
 Oh, Mama said gonna be all right
 But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
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 Mama said that the sun gon' shine
 But mama don't know what it's like to want to die
 
 I can't carry this anymore
 Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
 I can't carry this anymore
 Wonder what it's like to be okay
 I know I'll be fine it's just that
 Everytime this comes back
 Tell my maker up above that
 I have had enough and
 I can't carry this anymore
 Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
 I can't carry this anymore
 Wonder what it's like to be okay