Some Kind Of Disaster

I'm a liar, I'm a cynic
 I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
 I'm a loser, I'm a critic
 I'm the ghost of my mistakes
 And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want
 What are you after?
 Some kind of disaster?
 Yeah
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 I woke up from a neverending dream
 I shut my eyes at seventeen
 Lost there, a moment inbetween
 I felt the sun rise up and swallow me, yeah
 And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want
 I'm a liar, I'm a cynic
 I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
 I'm a loser, I'm a critic
 I'm the ghost of my mistakes
 And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want
 So what are you after?
 Some kind of disaster?
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 I crashed down from a high it felt so real
 I never knew how much it would hurt to feel
 You gotta hurt sometimes to learn to heal
 You gotta get back up and learn to deal
 And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want
 I'm a liar, I'm a cynic
 I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
 I'm a loser, I'm a critic
 I'm the ghost of my mistakes
 And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want
 So what are you after?
 Some kind of disaster?
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 Well I've sung this song a thousand times
 I wore the crown, I sold the lie
 I lived the life and paid for every crime, yeah
 It's all downhill, still it's a climb
 Through blood and tears but I don't mind
 I'll just keep singing on and on and on
 And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want
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 'Cause I'm a liar, I'm a cynic
 I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
 I'm a loser, I'm a critic
 I'm the ghost of my mistakes
 And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want
 Yeah, it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want
 So what are you after?
 Some kind of disaster?