I Lied My Face Off

Well, it's not fair, it's not even close
 You tied me down, where I'm forced to watch as you poke holes
 In every part of me containing something secretly
 Something sacred to me
 I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay
 It's never fine when you go away
 These cuts run deep, these scars are permanent
 And always on display
 This makes things difficult for me
 It's not fair, it's not even close
 You fed me the sun, burned me up inside and watched me choke
 On everything we did, on everything we lived
 Let's see if I can live again
 I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay
 It's never fine when you go away
 These cuts run deep, these scars are permanent
 And always on display
 This makes things difficult for me
 Head like an empty, sterile room
 Somehow I made a mess
 Like watching newborn babies crack from work-related stress
 I'm bad luck, can't fuck
 Got no reflection today
 Maybe I'll stay down
 Next time I get hit by a train
 I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay
 It's never fine when you go away