Incomplete

One day I'll find relief, I'll be arrived
 And I'll be a friend to my friends who know how to be friends
 One day I'll be at peace, I'll be enlightened
 And I'll be married with children and maybe adopt
 One day I will be healed
 I will gather my wounds, forge the end of tragic comedy
 I have been running so sweaty my whole life
 Urgent for a finish line
 And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
 Of being forever incomplete
 One day my mind will retreat and I'll know God
 And I'll be constantly one with her night, dusk and day
 One day I'll be secure
 Like the women I see on their 30th anniversaries
 I have been running so sweaty my whole life
 Urgent for a finish line
 And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
 Of being forever incomplete
 Ever unfolding
 Ever expanding
 Ever adventurous
 And torturous
 But never done
 One day I will speak freely, I'll be less afraid
 And measured outside of my poems and lyrics and art
 One day I will be faith filled
 I'll be trusting and spacious, authentic and grounded and home
 I have been running so sweaty my whole life
 Urgent for a finish line
 And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
 Of being forever incomplete