Too Hard

Still praying for the time back, used to beg for my mind back
 'Cause my bedroom it was Iraq, and a death wish was the climax
 I ain't see light for like three days, locked up in dream state
 Then I'd pop up with a fake smile and tell everybody it was okay
 Take xans when I could get 'em, then I hit Ty for the cigs too
 Still my dawg, we see eye-to-eye, I'm like five-nine, he like six-two
 Difference is like five sumn, I might fye sumn just to get through
 It was a time I would've dropped out, but then God said I gotta finish school
 Came home to a funeral, one uncle dead and another sick
 I would drink 'til I don't know my name but my grandma be forgetting it
 It's the type of shit that make me reminisce on them summer days with a lil change
 Working hard for like three months and then blow it all on some new J's
 It get hard when you make it too hard
 On my God, I'ma take it too far
 Can I live, can a muhfucka breathe
 Will I make it, tell them niggas wait and see
 Tell them niggas wait and see!
 Gun in my hand
 I am the plug ain't no running again
 Nigga wanna diss but no you are a fan
 Do what I do just to get to the ends
 Listen to you is just not in the plans
 Momma told me, she said I am the man
 Stay in my zone ain't no eyeing a man
 Pop me a perc ain't no crying again
 Stay off the drugs and I'm trying again
 Write a lil song but then I need the bands
 Tell all yo kin
 It's either that or I hit me a lick
 Lock up yo door man we running in cribs
 I need the TV and I need the fridge
 Niggas like me don't belong on no list
 I'm more concerned about doing a bid
 Baby what's up with like you and yo friends
 It get hard when you make it too hard
 On my God, I'ma take it too far
 Can I live, can a muhfucka breathe
 Will I make it, tell them niggas wait and see
 It get hard when you make it too hard
 On my God, I'ma take it too far
 Can I live, can a muhfucka breathe
 Will I make it, tell them niggas wait and see
 Can't stop won't stop, really
 Used to cop the 59FIFTYs
 Twenty left over for a dub
 Need a GroupOn for the club
 Shorty coupons with the cut
 Kevin Adams, nigga been Tut
 Need a new arm for the trunk
 Niggas lukewarm, I'm the one
 Cop a gold chain, nigga stunt
 Used to wear the chains in the field
 Niggas taking life for a deal
 Got until the third for the bills
 Know I shoulda died but I'm here
 I ain't never lied in a verse
 Only recognize if you real
 Only know it's real when it hurt