The Right Way (Interlude)

Fake 'til you make it, mind full of hatred
 Life full of mistakes, how do you change it?
 Drugs for the gateway, type on the Gateway
 That was back then when she told me I play games
 Hearts that I placate, lives that I vacate
 Maybe I'll be back, but for now, think I'm okay
 Truth is I'm hurting, the truth is I'm purposed
 The devil is a lie but the lies sounding perfect
 Read 'til you focused, bleed 'til it's no pain
 Work 'til you empty, somehow that offend me
 She'd rather have time that I'll make up with Fenty
 These beautiful lies that surround us, it's plenty
 Sadness console me, I carry like trophy
 I try to let go, it grip me and hold me
 Happiness visit like momma on weekend
 Shots in the dark help me find what I'm seeking
 I'm doing better, I know it don't seem it (I'm doing better)
 I'm not complacent, I'm thankful I'm eating (I'm doing better)
 I'm undeserving but that's just the thing
 Cause if grace is an ocean, I'm already sinking
 I'm on my way, I won't stop til I reach it
 I gots to know if the grass really greener
 I got some things that I can't stop believing
 Cause faith is the essence of things you ain't seeing
 I can't concede it, I'm not defeated
 I'm like that river that flowed out of Eden
 Heart full of gold, I know riches deceiving
 But some things are good and that make 'em worth keepin'
 First plant the seed, then that lead to yo blessing
 I'm 'bout progression, I know what death is
 My soul gon prosper, I know that for definite
 Cause truth supersedes any dream that they sellin'
 (Dream that they selling)
 (Dream that they selling)
 Truth supersedes any dream that they sellin'
 Truth supersedes any, yeah
 And I'm on my way, I won't stop til I reach it
 I gots to know if the grass really greener
 I got some things that I can't stop believing
 Cause faith is the essence of things you ain't
 Of things you ain't seeing, yeah
 And I gots to know, I gots to know