Tearing through the things that they say
Can't see the walls, they're not in my way
Would you believe that I'm okay
Thought I was gone, but I'm here to stay
Heads under water, my feet on the ground
Life is a circus, I'm making my rounds
Painted a picture, thought they would see
Looked in the mirror, but it wasn't me
Walking on water, I can't flee
Been through some things that you wouldn't believe
Stepping on fire, my soul bleeds
Come purify me, I wanna be free
Reach for the surface, my head in a cloud
Look for my purpose, nowhere to be found
Ripped through my canvas, got paint on my sleeve
Heaven is real, it's not only a dream
But heaven ain't close and I know the ropes
And I popped a pill 'cause I couldn't cope
And I need to feel and I needed hope
I talked to God but He never spoke
I feel the distance, I know the mission
I'm not forgotten, I'm not for quitting
I should forgive, I need forgiveness
I'm condescending, cry me a river
I'm empathetic, I know ya pain
I'm contradicting, I can't explain
I need a witness, y'all need to listen
Why gain the world and lose everything
That's my dilemma, I'm no pretender
Don't ask for nothing, y'all got agendas
Ain't have my back and I still remember
It's not a race but I'm gonna win it
I'm gonna
Walking on water, I can't flee
Been through some things that you wouldn't believe
Stepping on fire, my soul bleeds
Come purify me, I wanna be free
Reach for the surface, my head in a cloud
Look for my purpose, nowhere to be found
Ripped through my canvas, got paint on my sleeve
Heaven is real, it's not only a dream
It's not only a dream
It's not only a dream
I been down before, I done drowned before
I'm still on the road, there is always hope
Tied a string onto my heart and let it go
Looking back it might've been regrettable
Never put your pain up on a pedestal
When it rain you gotta buy a better coat
Winter time you gotta keep the fye close
I got magic now they think I'm Indigo
I could never die I feel invincible
If I cry it's just to help a flower grow
Conquered things I thought was insurmountable
Tell 'em to look at me now
I am the prodigal child
I am the church in the wild
I am the truth in a vow
I am the servant that talked to the serpent and told him the devil a lie
I am the flow in a spring
I'm the descendant of kings
Don't think y'all know what I mean
I had no reason to live
I found a reason to sing
I found a reason to breathe
I got the faith of a seed
Maybe that's all that I need
They wasn't privy when nothing was pretty
So they cannot sit at my table and eat
They cannot
Heaven is real, it's not
Heaven is real, it's not
It's not only a dream