Scream It Until You're Coughing up Blood

Everything you've got to hold onto
 Everything you relied on to be there is completely fucked
 There's a skeleton of loyalty hanging in the gallows of your heart
 No one wins this one
 And where are your friends?
 Please help me through these years ahead
 Are we just drinking buddies
 Playing with each other's dearest vulnerability, that this is all we know?
 So this is how it's gonna stay?
 I think I would rather remember how it was and go our separate ways
 I don't feel anything unless we are living and dying for each other
 Every second of our lives
 Everything you thought that it would be
 Everything you thought you were living for is completely fucked
 This is no place to be
 And if we don't get out of here right now
 We're just gonna end up drunk, fucking, and fighting and working machines
 If I have another cigarette, if I drink another beer
 Sit quiet another time when I should have said oh, this is too much
 There are things I never wanted to be
 This ship has sprung a leak
 And I'll be damned if I'm going down with it
 Still breathing at any cost