Harbouring The Soul

Blinded by the light that I can't see
 claimed to rescue me
 deafening the sounds I cannot hear
 for some obvious speeches-for others not as clear
 not as clear
 Serpent I am of thee... prodigal son
 striving to win that which... cannot be won
 seeking a faith in which I... can believe
 scrutinizing the messages I receive
 Won't you make me see (come alive)
 come awaken me (come alive)
 won't you make me be (come alive)
 to it instantly
 Won't you make me see (come alive)
 arouse me (come alive)
 show me on my way (come alive)
 to it and seize the day]
 Harbouring the port of my alleged sanctuary
 still I'm trapped in a vicious circle on this merry
 go round on churning seas that ferry'll make me
 searching but my eyes can't see my redemptory
 Alas, I'm lost in the jungle I've grown
 in my quest to find the way
 what I asked of the tarots was not was shown
 am I but a soul astray?
 enlighten me give me back my spark
 deliver me from grey
 give me the strength to go on
 to seize each and every day
 Stuck, I am stuck in the cobweb of my mind
 (black is the path that leads me to think I'm blind)
 numb, I am numb from the pain I cannot feel
 (dead emotion, all seams so unreal)