Survival

I don't know if my mom loves me any more
 She said I am changing I am not what she bargained for
 I set fire to abusers like a war I am a terror
 But I don't know what it is I fight for
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 And I cure the pores in my skin I leave no room for anything
 I survive because I have died
 And I cure the pores in my skin I leave no room for anything
 I survive because I have died
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 And just to keep my head afloat and my body unprovoked
 I set up walls and make sure to include a window
 And just to keep my head afloat and my body unprovoked
 I set up walls and make sure to include a window
 And I cure the pores in my skin I leave no room for anything
 I survive because I have died
 And I cure the pores in my skin I leave no room for anything
 I survive because I have died
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 And maybe in here I'll learn to love fear
 And maybe in a year I will not feel like a bad queer