lament

Now I'm here in a blur
 And you're nowhere to be found
 I'm shaking from your words
 You dug on holy ground
 I say I didn't see it coming
 But maybe I brought it forth
 I've written far too many endings
 I don't have the strength to write yours
 I lost you
 Have you lost me too
 Silhouettes glowing dim in the strangest blue
 I lost you
 Have you lost me too
 Kiss the glass that I stood right between us two
 You threw a grenade into our ether, you knew then
 Underneath all the haze there was common sense
 I guess this is how our seven years will meet an end
 You write me eulogies, I write you a lament
 I lost you
 I lost you
 I lost you
 Was it me cause there was
 No one else around
 Or maybe you're taking back the years
 You kept me in a crown
 I say I didn't see it coming
 But maybe I gave it power
 I've waited far too long for a beginning
 I don't have the strength to write ours
 I lost you
 Have you lost me too
 Silhouettes glowing dim in the strangest blue
 I love you
 You love me too
 Kiss the glass that I stood right between us two
 You threw a grenade into our ether, you knew then
 Underneath all the haze there was common sense
 I guess this is how our seven years will meet an end
 You write me eulogies, I write you a lament
 Feigned pangs of desperate closure
 Didn't say what I meant
 You guard your composure
 I write you a lament
 I'm leaning on your shoulder
 To see if your love bends
 You still grow no colder
 I write you a lament
 In secret language, speak to me
 The metaphors we comprehend
 Or are we just above the surface
 I write you a lament
 In nihilistic reveries
 Our history has all been spent
 I think it's time to draw the curtains
 I write you a lament
 I lost you, you lost me too
 I lost you, you lost me too