Faith and Doubt

I read that Jesus walked the stormy sea and he pulled Peter up
 Said, Man you gotta believe me
 And he shared with his disciples
 Said, Heres how to be free
 If you asked me I'd say most days
 I totally agree
 But right now I can't pray, I don't feel like talking to God
 I need somebody out there with a little skin on them
 Hmm Mmm-mm-mmm
 When I read that story I heard thunder everywhere
 I could hear that boat crashing on the waves
 The bow is in the air
 And I have respect for Peter who had faith enough to dare
 Step out onto the water
 While all the others stared
 And when hell is on your back,
 Sometimes you think you got strength and you say,
 Hey Lord, save me, I'm drownin' out here!
 But I'm caught somewhere between Faith and Doubt
 And I feel like I'm never going to find my way back outta here.
 Last night I felt free just like I was a kid
 So I layed in the grass and thought of all the things I did
 When I didn't know of pressure it was easy to forgive
 You didnt have to be perfect
 Not in my neighborhood
 I don? t know what year things became so unclear? but I? m still here.
 But I? m caught somewhere between Faith and Doubt
 And I feel like I'm never going to find my way back outta here.