Shell Of A Saint

Here I am the one that you adore
 You give it all and more
 But I'm to wrapped up in myself
 Here I am the one you love to hate
 Whatever you give I'll take
 And push aside what gets in my way
 It seems I'm always
 Looking in from the outside
 I try to keep it straight
 But I feel it falling apart
 It seems I'm always
 Look out from the inside
 I try to hold on tight
 But I feel it slipping away
 Here I am an empty man no pride
 Eyes opened wide
 Ashamed of the things that I've become
 Here I am a shell of a saint that right
 I'd try for more but why
 I'd just end up with the same mistakes
 It seems I'm always
 Looking in from the outside
 I try to keep it straight
 But I feel it falling apart
 It seems I'm always
 Look out from the inside
 I try to hold on tight
 But I feel it slipping away
 It seems I spend my time
 Looking at the wrong side
 I see it in my head
 And I want to tear it away
 It seems there is no way
 To get to the upside
 I've given what I can
 And I feel I'm dragging you down
 I am the one that left you there with nothing
 I am the one that took it all away
 I am the one that left you standing broken
 I am the one that stole your dreams away
 I am the one that left you feeling empty
 I am the one that handed you the blame
 I am the one that took it all for granted
 I am the one that threw it all way
 Things keep getting in the way
 It should have been someone else