Hold On

Yeah, yeah
 I'm dying inside
 I'm dying inside
 I feel like I'm crying inside
 I'm looking at every single day and
 Night, and every single day's flying by
 Last year I almost died
 I felt so lucky I was still alive
 And when I say died I'm talking about the times that
 I almost died with the thoughts running through my mind
 My purpose
 My purpose
 Cause I don't even feel like it's worth it
 Every day i'm writing these verses
 But I still feel so worthless
 Now I'm looking I'm searching
 For something that's going to last
 I feel like it's something I lack
 I'm not in the present i'm stuck in the past
 I'm not trying to work no 9 to 5
 To be honest I ain't trying to survive
 I'm just trying to go chase my dream
 Chase my dream while I'm still alive
 I want to do what I love and impact this generation
 Bring back this dedication
 Ima do it now with no hesitation
 Just gotta hold on one more second
 Every day I wake up and I'm stressing
 I don't even know if I can count my blessings
 Every day just feels so depressing
 Like, yeah
 I really thought I was stronger
 I'm strong but my God is stronger
 I don't know if I can hold on any longer
 I'm like hold on, hold on
 Just one more night gotta hold on
 Just one more day gotta hold on
 Just gotta keep pushing got to go on
 Hold on, hold on
 Just one more night gotta hold on
 Just one more day gotta hold on
 Just got to keep pushing got to go on
 Hold on, hold on
 Just one more night gotta hold on
 Just one more day gotta hold on
 Just got to keep pushing got to go on
 Hold on, hold on
 Just one more night gotta hold on
 Just one more day gotta hold on
 Just got to keep pushing got to go on
 Yeah, this life is do or die
 Thoughts of suicide
 But I can't
 Cause I'm too alive
 I'm talking like it's just you and I
 But I'm still hurting
 And the truth is I don't even feel like a real person
 Cause I don't ever show my true emotions
 I don't ever let people know what I've been going through
 But I don't care what I'm supposed to do
 Cause I'm showing you
 I don't even know the highlights
 I don't even know the highlights of my life
 I just pray to God that my times right
 Can only die once can't die twice
 And I know that every day I be lying
 I've been hurting but I'm telling you that I'm fine
 I do this every day
 And I do this all the time
 I don't think I deserve it
 But maybe it's in my mind
 Or maybe it's in my mind
 Or maybe i'm really fine
 Maybe I spent time looking for the wrong signs
 I hope you see the vision
 Because at times I be blind
 I feel like I'm on the edge
 Like I'm about to cross the line
 And it's like i'm in the ocean
 Drowning in the deep end
 Screaming, and I don't really know the reason
 I look around me and all I'm seeing
 Is people above the water still breathing
 Yeah, I really thought I was stronger
 I'm strong but my God is stronger
 I don't know if I can hold on any longer
 I'm like hold on, hold on
 Just one more night gotta hold on
 Just one more day gotta hold on
 Just gotta keep pushing got to go on
 Hold on, hold on
 Just one more night gotta hold on
 Just one more day gotta hold on
 Just got to keep pushing got to go on
 Hold on, hold on
 Just one more night gotta hold on
 Just one more day gotta hold on
 Just got to keep pushing got to go on
 Hold on, I can't do this