My Story [Slowed]

I remember back in the day, living in the life when the world was so cold
 Reminiscing about my first federal, momma died when I was six years old
 One deep in the game, feeling the pain beware 'cause I ain't right
 Got a guerilla trippin' on everybody so me and my partners ain't- (I remember)
 This is my story, G
 What a wonderful life, struggle and strive, my life
 This is my story, G
 What a wonderful life, struggle and strive
 Yo, man, what's up? Yo man
 You trippin', son?
 Put the gun down, dog, it ain't even worth all that
 Man, let's talk about this shit, man
 What's eatin' you, man? Come on
 I can't handle this shit man
 This motherfuckin' life, man
 It's a motherfuckin' weight on my back, man
 And I can't live with this shit right now
 Woah, man, I feel you in all that, man
 But it ain't even worth
 You bigger than that, son
 You done made it this far, man, think about it
 Keep goin' dog
 I remember back in the day, living in the life when the world was so cold
 'Niscing ab-, 'niscing about my first federal, momma died when I was six years old
 One deep in the game, feeling the pain beware 'cause I ain't right
 Guerilla tr-, guerilla trippin' on everybody so me and my partners ain't tight
 I'm all alone in this here world of mine and I steady be feeling the stress
 Though it's, though it's nothing but a test I still be feeling like I'm not blessed
 Run to my, run to my father 'cause he don't care, one deep in the world straight like that there
 I might end up in the electric chair, I hope somebody got a nigga in they prayer
 I remember back in the day, living in the life when the world was so cold
 Reminiscing about my first federal, momma died when I was six years old
 One deep in the game, feeling the pain beware 'cause I ain't right
 Guerilla tr-, guerilla trippin' on everybody so me and my partners ain't tight
 I'm all alone in this here world of mine and I steady be feeling the stress
 Though it's, though it's nothing but a test I still be feeling like I'm not blessed
 I can't run to my father 'cause he don't care, one deep in the world straight like that there
 I might end up in the electric chair, I hope somebody got a nigga in they prayer
 I'm fallin' off before my home invasion then I'm hawling off
 I'm about that paper, I won't stall if off, even if the law come I won't call it off
 Z-Ro The Crooked and I'm living in sin, try to chase the paper by pimpen the pen
 I said fuck the rappin' but I did it again, picking up a five point and I pimp it again
 24 years old and I'm fallin' off before my home invasion then I'm hawling off
 I'm about that-, stall it, stall it off, even if the law come I won't call it off
 Z-Ro The Crooked and I'm living in sin, try to chase the paper by pimpen the pen
 I said fuck the rappin', I did it, did it again, picking up a five point and I pimp it again
 24 years old and I'm sleeping outside, dealing with the fact that screw just died
 Runnin' around with my motherfucking brain fried
 Anything is anything, on the cool I be ready to ride
 So I be looking for, looking for death
 Making a death wish, gone on and check a nigga of the checklist
 I really need to get a peace of mind, 'fore I kick the bucket, nigga
 My piece might still be restless
 This is my story. G
 What a wonderful life, stru-struggle and strive, my life
 Th-this is my story, G
 What a, what a wonderful life, stru-struggle and strive
 Too, too many problems on my mind
 Living shife, living shife is starting to be a full time grind
 I'm, I'm just trying to live my life
 But somehow, peace is somethin' I never find
 Too, too many problems on my mind
 Living shife is starting to be a full time grind
 I'm, I'm not trying to live my life
 But if I, if I do I wanna meet Jesus Christ
 Sometimes my mind is on another level
 And I just can't take the pain
 Wouldn't wanna, wouldn't wanna hide one on my brain
 It's cold out here and I can't stand the rain
 Sometimes my mind is on another level
 And I just, just can't take the pain
 Wouldn't wanna hide one on my brain
 Out here, here, and I can't stand the rain
 Maintaining...
 This is my story, G
 A won-, a wonderful life, struggle and strive, my life
 This, this is my story, G
 A won-, a wonderful life, struggle and strive
 Hey, what I feel in my brain, what I've gotta maintain
 Struggling and struggling and I strive, with every nigga be facin'
 Every day is too much strain
 I'ma stay on my, stay on my game and I'ma mash my mind
 Fellas be lookin' to get it so I'ma flash the line
 I'm sick of droppin', riggin' at the rigged tip out the take
 But nothin' release when I get the gas octane
 Hey, what I feel in my brain, what I've gotta maintain
 Struggling and struggling and I strive, with every nigga be facin'
 Every day is too much strain
 Still I'm tryna stay on my game and I'ma mash my mind
 Fellas be lookin' to get it so I'ma flash the line
 I'm sick of droppin', riggin' at the rigged tip out the take
 But nothin' release when I get the gas octane
 I'm finna lose my mind
 Out of my wreck when Rod's dog's been and got a record deal
 When they formin' the, they formin' the game and then the campaign trail
 Still feenin' for a record deal's deal
 Explain it's the A and all, nigga, you know I'm through
 Check the sounds, damn, my CDs get sold
 Livin' in the world so low and so cold
 Poverty got a nigga in a choke hold
 I'm finna lose my mind
 Out of my wreck when Rod's dog's been and got a record deal
 When a nigga, 20, formin' the game and then the campaign trail
 Still feenin' for a record deal's deal
 The A, the A and all, nigga, you know I'm through
 Check the sounds, damn, my CDs get sold
 Livin' in the world so low and so cold
 Poverty got a nigga in a choke hold
 Don't know why they let a nigga in these streets
 If a nigga ain't got no bread
 Turn to my, turn to my family members
 When I'm lookin' for a place, it's to lay my head
 Wanted the fucked up, the fucked up state of mind
 Motherfuckers gon' go where other niggas dyin' inside
 Broke bread with the world, now the world can't break bread
 We ain't got a nigga cryin' inside
 Jesus, can You stop the hurt?
 Every day they work, we were just out to flirt
 Forgive me for my sins but I got that work
 I wanna wear my own clothes
 Tired of wearin' all my homeboys' shirts
 So a fucked up, a fucked up state of mind
 Motherfuckers gon' go where other niggas dyin' inside
 I broke the word, now the world, now the world can't break bread
 We ain't got a nigga cryin' inside
 Jesus, can You stop the hurt?
 Every day they work, we were just out to flirt
 Forgive me for my sins but I got that work
 I wanna wear my own clothes
 Tired of wearin' all my homeboys' shirts
 Sometimes I be lookin' for death, makin' a death wish
 Gone on to check another nigga off the checklist
 To get a peace of, get a peace of mind 'fore I kick the bucket, nigga
 My peace but still be wishlist
 This is my story, G
 A won-, a wonderful life, struggle and strive, my life
 This, this is my story, G
 A won-, a wonderful life, stru-struggle and strive
 This, this is my story, G
 What a wonderful life, struggle and strive, my life...