Good As You

It's all quiet now, with the city just as dark as it can be
 and not a word, from anybody in at least three weeks
 I'm walking down the quarters of voices, sights of people
 that follows me where ever I go
 I guess I'm good for nothing
 it's easy to get used to, it really doesn't bother me, no
 It's like a fire
 and you can feel it if you're one of my kind
 It holds your potion
 and if it's blended with my hatred fine
 I couldn't look at anybodyI meet and yes I'm scared
 I'm terrified somebody will know
 but all that I can do is hide it to myself
 knowing that one day it must flow
 It's coming at me, it doesn't matter how i try
 It's crazy, but it's eating me up from inside
 I guess I'm lonely
 with no intention be as good as you
 I should comprehend
 the way that I have turned to lose
 and I'm pushing things a little too hard to feel at ease
 and everything I try do
 It's something that's not me, and something that's not real
 I'm change from kind to cruel
 it's coming at me, it's never gonna let me go
 I need it - it gives attention to my soul,
 and I'm sorry that I'm letting things just run by
 it's crazy and it's eating me up from inside
 it's eating me up from inside
 it's eating me up from inside