god save me, but don't drown me out

Calm me down
 Before I sleep
 'Cause I don't know
 Where I've just been
 And the morning seems
 So far away
 And the drugs just hit
 So I'm wide awake
 Not gonna waste my life
 'Cause I've been fucked up
 'Cause it doesn't matter
 So waste my time
 And god save all of us
 And the walls, they'll shatter
 And I won't let my insecurities
 Define who I am, I am
 Not gonna waste my life
 'Cause I've been fucked up
 'Cause it doesn't matter
 Take a breath
 And try to think straight
 'Cause there's so much pressure
 On my fuckin' brain
 And my blood runs thin
 'Cause I'm off my face
 And my shoulders weigh
 More than I can take (I can't fucking take it)
 Not gonna waste my life
 'Cause I've been fucked up
 'Cause it doesn't matter
 So waste my time
 And god save all of us
 And the walls, they'll shatter
 And I won't let my insecurities
 Define who I am, I am
 Not gonna waste my life
 'Cause I've been fucked up
 'Cause it doesn't matter
 God save, god save all of us
 God save, god save all of us
 God save, god save all of us
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 God save, god save all of us
 God save, god save all of us
 God save, god save all of us (and finally I know)
 God save, god save all of us (and finally I know)
 God save, god save all of us (someone else silently under)
 God save, god save all of us (and finally I know)
 Not gonna waste my life
 'Cause I've been fucked up
 'Cause it doesn't matter
 So waste my time
 And god save all of us
 And the walls, they'll shatter
 And I won't let my insecurities
 Define who I am, I am
 Not gonna waste my life
 'Cause I've been fucked up
 'Cause it doesn't matter
 Goodnight everybody
 See you tomorrow
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 I think we might be alright, you know
 Oh, fuck