Wishful Thinking

As I turn out all the lights, you're all I see
 Yeah, my mind keeps playing tricks on me
 'Cause last night, we said our closing statement
 I held my breath, yeah, I couldn't breathe
 And you just sat there
 You just sat there
 You just sat there
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 As these days go by, this silence, it's deafening
 I was hoping that you'd find your way back to me
 Instead, you'll chase love in all directions and distance yourself from many things
 That resembles how our heartbeats mix in synch
 I'll be another face that you love to hate
 And we break all of the things I break
 Still reeling from my gut aches from all the shakes
 Can we please, was it always a dream, or did you ever really care about me?
 Keeping your bed warm while you sort out everything
 Caught in a head storm, I can't feel a thing
 Left my mark on your world and your sheets
 I hope with every kiss you steal, you think of me
 I left my curse on your heart every time that it beats
 You'll be reminded that you're unable to feel the pain