LIFE OR DEATH

I'm alone under the stars
 With a bowl of Lucky Charms
 Rainbow on my spoon
 While the world's falling apart
 I keep a bottle of water by my bed
 Just in case I get thirsty in my nightmares
 And I'm the strangest girl I've met
 And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck
 Oh
 I'm scared of life
 I'm scared of death
 I'm scared of what comes next, oh
 And if I had a dime
 For every single time I cried myself to sleep
 I'd be rich
 I'm scared of life
 I'm scared of death
 I'm scared of what comes next, oh
 And if I had a dime
 For every single time I cried myself to sleep
 I'd be rich
 (I'd be really, really rich)
 I'm staring in the mirror
 Making sure I'm really here
 Reflecting on everything I did
 Everything I said, so embarrassing, ugh
 I keep a bottle of water by my bed
 Just in case I get thirsty in my nightmares
 And I'm the strangest girl I've met
 And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck
 I call it Generation X-Y-L-Ø
 I'm scared of life
 I'm scared of death
 I'm scared of what comes next, oh
 And if I had a dime
 For every single time I cried myself to sleep
 (I'd be rich)
 I'm scared of life
 I'm scared of death
 I'm scared of what comes next, oh
 And if I had a dime
 For every single time I cried myself to sleep
 I'd be rich
 Danger, danger, honey
 I've got the fear
 It's gonna swallow me up
 Swimming in my tears
 Running out of luck
 And I'm the strangest girl I've met
 And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck
 So you know what's coming next
 Oh
 I'm scared of life
 I'm scared of death
 I'm scared of what comes next, oh
 And if I had a dime
 For every single time I cried myself to sleep
 I'd be rich!
 I'm scared (I'm scared) of life (of life)
 I'm scared of death
 I'm scared of what comes next, oh
 And if I had a dime
 For every single time I cried myself to sleep
 I'd be rich