It Was Not Natural

When I am tired
 And late at night go for a walk
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 I have to work
 Or else I do not recognize myself
 Laugh, food and colors
 When my heart wishes years of treasure
 Seemingly foreign
 But somehow still it is familiar
 
 It could be under
 It could be animal or ander
 
 They do resemble
 They do remember one another
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 It was not natural, not at all
 Only human hate
 Could give us something so unforgiving
 It was not natural, not at all
 Only human hate
 Could give us something so unforgiving
 Something so unforgiving
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 As I expected
 With time it hasn't gotten easier
 I have to work now
 At things that used to be like breathing
 I try to focus
 Forgive myself for having so much
 I am too busy fooling
 Or else I am not busy enough
 
 When I see clearly
 I know we share the same devotion
 The joy is hungry
 And you know one can promise anything
 It was not natural, not at all
 Only human hate
 Could give us something so unforgiving
 It was not natural, not at all
 Only human hate
 Could give us something so unforgiving
 Something so unforgiving