I Don't Feel Young

I don't feel young
 I don't feel scared
 I'm in control
 I am prepared
 I'll never cry
 I'll sit and stare
 I don't feel young
 I don't feel old
 I don't feel proud
 I speak too fast
 I laugh too loud
 I am the smallest--
 In the crowd
 I don't feel old
 I can't see you
 But i can guess
 You gave a speech
 They're all impressed
 But still your room
 Is on at night
 I can't see you
 And so we fight
 Can't have you now
 I'll learn to walk
 And learn to cull (?)
 The word you gave--
 Me in my mouth
 And spit it out
 If you feel young
 And feel ready
 Or if you feel old
 And just need sleep
 You know your--
 Secret's safe with me
 If you feel young
 If you feel young
 If you feel young