Pushing Onlys

I'm looking only
 To start another day
 Feels close, feels so close
 But the time just slips away
 I'm pushing onlys
 To waste the years away
 In tattered clothes, in these same tattered clothes
 That I pushed through yesterday
 Crystal sky in a turn of the night
 Too much boon with the blink of an eye
 Don't let go, watch me feed from the light
 The creeps passed, pulling back from the sky
 I'm looking only
 To start another day
 Feels right, feels so right
 But the time just slips away
 I'm pushing onlys
 To waste the years away
 In tattered clothes, in these same tattered clothes
 That I pushed past yesterday
 A crystal sky in a turn of the night
 Too much room with the blink of the eye
 Don't let go, watch me feed from the light
 The creeps pass, pulling back from the sky